WHY DONT YOU JUST DIE!!!

DIE DIE DIE!!!!!
WHY DONT YOU JUST DIE AND GO STRAIGHT TO HELL ?!?!?!
COZ I DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR LAUGH!!!!
I DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR VOICE!!!!
I DONT EVEN WANT YOU TO LIVE IN THE SAME DIMENSION AS ME!!!
DIE YOU P I G !!!!

Indiana Jones?? Triple weird now!!!!

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I am Dr. Jones??? wah... i love that song.. he he he he he...

I am communist???? double weird

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Uhm.. okay, it's a quite great result i like che.. but.. do i look like a communist???

Career Inventory Test... weird result...

Outgoing (E) 64.86% Withdrawn (I) 35.14% Imaginative (N) 57.5% Realistic (S) 42.5% Emotional (F) 65.71% Intellectual (T) 34.29% Improvised (P) 70.59% Organized (J) 29.41% Your type is: ENFP You are an Inspirer, possible professions include - conference planner, speech pathologist, HR development trainer, ombudsman, clergy, journalist, newscaster, career counselor, housing director, character actor, marketing consultant, musician/composer, artist, information-graphics designer, human resource manager, merchandise planner, advertising account manager, dietitian/nutritionist, speech pathologist, massage therapist, editor/art director.

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Is it true??? u decide on your comment

uwaaaa... what a day

i've been laughing while i actually really want to cry today, in physics class. why? well, it's not enough than my life in my own house sucks lately, the school works also streesed me out. today, i woke up late for sahur, around a quarter before four, caused me to not be able to finish my last meal today and not only that i woke up with a migrain. Moreover, that migrain stays until after adzan shubuh. Thus, i cant go back to sleep after that. This morning in my car my mom keep mumbling and complaining how much damage i've caused to our car, making the migrain worse. Helping Jasmine studying in the morning does not do any better to my migrain.

When i got to my class i am shocked by the fact that this notice have been there. the notice is about our bahasa assignment. dont ibu mel know that we have already been burried with a lot of works. and when i get downstair to see sayang, ibu almitra told me that we are having a test tomorow, AS IF!!! (*i got that from clueless) we have no stupid play to do. grr... and yeah, the works with ibu Joanne also stressed me out, coz i havent even started. and Pak chairul Newspaper is just making things worse. The fact that lately i've been having no idea what we are doing in physic class since the start of the semester doesnt bother me anymore. nevertheless, the fact that almost everyone done with math stressed me out.

To make things even worse we got haloween party, which until today, we are not ready at all. and the event will be on 29th.. duhh... and damien, please start writing proposal on donation box.

What happened to one piece..

just wondering it's have been two months since the last volume of indonesian translated one piece is out, how come the next volume is not out yet??? :S grrr....

uhm.. i want to "magang" in Gramedia..

well, today me and my beloved classmate went to Kompas-Gramedia. until now the permition slip isn't exist yet and some of my classmate seems really really REALLY upset on the fact we were going to those newspaper factory due to our tomorow biology debate on genetic engineering (what?? what is the connection?? well, we are not particulary ready for the debate, not even this second). yeah eventhou those happens i am really really REALLY excited because i know we are going to GRAMEDIA after the kompas shit. and yeah GRAMEDIA is the best thing that ever happened in my life. so after the boring kompas gathering and information sharing, we went to GRAMEDIA and i saw they were translating the next volume of NARUTO, and YU-GI-OH. Wow, i want to work there so i can read those comics earlier than anybody else. well, i am still doing my bio rite now.. soo, ciao bella... ;)

my birthday..is tomorow..

well, yeah i am turning 18.. quite old for a highschool student.. i am now wondering what will my friend give me for my birthday..

sayang asked me for my birthday wish:
well, for me these are my wish...
- first of my buddy, dammo.. to find love again soon..
- annisa.. to get a good SAT score, ( so you can go to the "toothpaste" university)
- angel.. found a cute six-pack prince and marry him :p (nanti undang gwe ke wedding lo!!), and have doug picket as her affair.. he he he he
- mike and monde.. for their relationship to be longer... (cant wait to see mike and mon Jr)
- angie.. to be less lemot (bcanda ngie :D)
- jio.. get a new super sexy model girlfriend. however, this girl has to be loyal and have good personality.
- jenny.. uhm what do i want for jenny.. to be able to get a plastic surgery (well, i thot jenny really want it), but i think she is already naturaly cute tho...
- sayang.. to be happy for the rest of her life.. (i really want her to be happy, no more tear shed from her beauty eyes)
- pak james.. to get another wife.. really i think if a girl take care of him, he may regain his gorgeous appearance again (ritee peepol???)
- student council.. to get loads of profit..
- GOD.. i wish you are more considerate to the world situation rite now..
- i wish nothing else than to be always surrounded by friends like you guy.. the years in cita buana are my best years.. i wish you guys live a happy life always..

Amien...

song of the day

well, since today has been an "amanda remembering" day for me, the song of the day is entitled "mandy" performed by barry manilow, a singer that brought "cant smile without you into a huge smash. here is the lyric :

I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice.
Shadows of a man,
A face through a window cryin’ in the night,
The night goes into

Morning just another day;
Happy people pass my way.
Looking in their eyes,
I see a memory I never realized
How happy you made me.

Oh mandy well,
You came and you gave without taking,
But I sent you away.
Oh, mandy well,
Kissed me and stopped me from shaking,
And I need you today. oh, mandy!

I’m standing on the edge of time;
I’ve walked away when love was mine.
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing,
The tears are in my mind
And nothin’ in rhyming.

Oh mandy well,
You came and you gave without taking,
But I sent you away.
Oh, mandy well,
Kissed me and stopped me from shaking,
And I need you today. oh, mandy!

former mandylover.. :(

uhm.. it's funny how lately my male buddy are start to post a blog about their love life.. well, now i am going to make a post bout a girl. i used to have extremely huge crush on her. she is one of my classmate in grade 9 and when i first saw her it's 'lust' at first sight. huh.. reminicing those old memory when i first saw her uncover from the shade in my class and how i looked at her thinking that this girl really look like that nescafe ad girl. her favorite quote for me was "yoshi!! lo tau peraturannya khan, lima meter dari gwe!!" and hearing that i always smile and get loss. i mean i adore her soo much that without i realizing i start to worship her like some kinda GOD. well, she's from popular side of the school. she hangs out with popular girls in the school. however, while the other popular girl had gone out with at least two guys back then (most of the has gone out with dozens of guy in their one week relationship) she was never been touched. it's kinda unussual for a popular girl, and that's makes me want her. i remember, how her sirene voice drown me in the endless ocean in my mind when she sing her favorite song "a whole new world" (yeah.. it was her song, and for the whole year in 12 i always hope i remember the lines so i can do a duet with her).
well, today i was browsing friendster. and as i ussually does whenever i am online i searched for her name. even though my infatuation to her has dissapeared two years ago, i am still curious about her whereabout. I read her testimonial, and i am completely shocked my once goddess has now taken. she is going out with this guy called robert.. and i kinda feel this strange feeling now.. i kinda feel hurt, but i am confuse why should i.. i mean she's now in the grade 12 for GOD sake.. it's the time for her to go out with a guy. and me, myself i am going out with sayang. yes, she is not as cranky, arrogant, proud, and sarcastic as amanda but she is a really nice girl.
owh yeah as a service for you guy, and because i want to brag bout how pretty she is.. i post amanda's pic with this blog. (lets wish nobody know her will ever open my blog.